A Poem — Lost, Here All The Time

Lost, Here all the Time…

For days now, the winds of this life have left me wanting…searching…lost…and forgotten.

Satisfaction is elusive in a very real sense,
My thoughts, they deceive me.

What is fact and what is fiction,
They are all scrambled one upon another, what to do.

I have lost my way, a ship at sea with no captain, no sail
Oh God of heaven and earth, lead me back to you.

I need what only you can give, forgiveness and acceptance
Only you can love me, though undeserving I am…

Your unconditional love will free me from myself
Please, I beg…take these burdens, teach me your ways.

My ways are weak and cause great pain
I ache and yearn for what this world can give.

Alas, it does not sustain me and it pleasures in my pain,
Take those empty dreams and broken promises.

Fill me with Your…